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SAMHSA sez:

43.7 Million Americans Experienced Mental Illness in 2012

$31 Million Announced To Improve Mental Health Services for Young People

Nearly one in five American adults, or 43.7 million people, experienced a diagnosable mental illness in 2012 according to SAMHSA. These results are consistent with 2011 findings.

[Does anyone else besides me suspect that the reason so many are diagnosed is because of marketing of psycho-pharmacological drugs?]

Top Three Reasons Adults Did Not Get Mental Health Treatment in 2012

  • They worried about affording the cost.
  • They thought they could handle the problem without treatment.
  • They did not know where to receive services.

“The President and Vice President have made clear that mental illness should no longer be treated by our society—or covered by insurance companies—differently from other illnesses,” said HHS Secretary Kathleen Sebelius. “The Affordable Care Act and new parity protections are expanding mental and substance use disorder benefits for 62 million Americans. This historic expansion will help make treatment more affordable and accessible.”

Related note (click to read whole article):

The British drug maker GlaxoSmithKline will no longer pay doctors to promote its products and will stop tying compensation of sales representatives to the number of prescriptions doctors write, its chief executive said Monday, effectively ending two common industry practices that critics have long assailed as troublesome conflicts of interest.

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Another news item:

On December 12, 2013, Congressman Tim Murphy (R-PA) introduced the “Helping Families in Mental Health Crisis Act of 2013”. While the National Federation of Families for Children’s Mental Health applauds Congressman Murphy’s inclusion of provisions that would reauthorize the Mental Health First Aid Act (S.153/H.R.274), the Garrett Lee Smith Memorial Act (S.116/H.R.2734), the Children’s Recovery from Trauma Act (S.380), the Excellence in Mental Health Act (S.264/H.R.1263), the Justice and Mental Health Collaboration Act of 2013 (MIOTCRA;S. 162/H.R.401) and the Behavioral Health IT Act (S.1517, S.1685/H.R.2057), we decry provisions that would effectively reverse the progress made in mental health treatment and support over the past 30 years.

For decades, organizations such as the National Federation of Families for Children’s Mental Health have been working to add a more balanced approach to mental health services and treatment. The National Federation advocates for the rights of children, youth and young adults who experience mental health challenges. As family members, we feel it is important that our loved ones are able to receive the support they need while remaining at home and in the community. We realize that mental illness does not affect just one person, it is something that the entire family experiences; therefore, it is crucial that initiatives are in place to support the entire family unit.

Rep. Murphy’s bill magnifies the stigma of mental illness by creating an extremely biased link between mental illness and violence. Countless studies have determined that the relationship between mental illness and violence is minimal and that individuals experiencing mental health challenges are 11 times more likely to be the victims of violence than the general public.

The National Federation rejects the expanded use of involuntary outpatient commitment (IOC) and urges Congress to champion practices proven to be effective in facilitating a holistic approach to treatments and supports for children and youth who are experiencing mental health challenges and their families.

Finally, the National Federation strongly opposes legislation that threatens to essentially dismantle key efforts and programs of the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) which functions as the lead public health agency dedicated to mental health and addiction treatment, services, and supports. Transferring authority away from SAMHSA and decimating significant activities within the Department of Health and Human Services are not in the best interest of our most vulnerable citizens who are striving to be participating members of their communities.

The details in this bill reflect the continued, urgent need for a national conversation with individuals who experience mental illness, their families, and their communities to facilitate the creation of systems and networks that support maximal health, safety, and welfare for all community members. We urge Congressional leaders to take this opportunity to create legislation on behalf of their constituents that solidifies a bond among all stakeholders that highlights the dignity, respect, and self-determination of all individuals.

The National Federation of Families for Children’s Mental Health issued this statement in response to the bill.

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More old Cuckoo’s Nest poetry by JN:

01-30-2009AD

5:20pm

Spoken Cold-Mountain

 [I had given him a copy of Cold Mountain Poems and this was his reply]

Breeze is cold, wet and fresh

Unknown writer I read his writing

Chilled the soul to touch his spirit

Vast as the array of description

Oneness not disconnected was He

Truth in the sporadic words- adrift the snow

Cliffs for bed softened his head

Reading the stone carved wit

Closer to the mountain I get

As I thought those rolling weeds in the wind

Climate is cold to touch, but normal for the universe

Who is wittier?

Mother Nature or the man who wrote?

Void isn’t the mountain with minerals galore

Treasures of the mind I must find

Breaking illusions is for me

This is my trail to this mountain

Entering meditation is salvation

A bird and animal not to sight!

Vast self to roam

Free indeed is the writer in me

Wrote a letter to karma

Issued a food through the threshold

Moonlight glistening snow winds I see

Cold-Mountain: we’re all alone, so it spoke these words

You are home sparkled the stream of life

Years ago I would not have stayed

Fleshy thing in the way

Ghosts are the host that talks wisdom to thee

By JN

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News from the Cuckoo’s Nest

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We got a look at a new report today. The hospital is all about hiring consultants and then systemically ignoring what they tell us. Our latest visit was from Dr. Ragins of MHA-LA.

I suspected we would never see a non-redacted version of his recommendations but I’ve been proven wrong.

Here it is, along with a older report he did as a pdf link. I’ve also included the introductory letter from our CMO, Dr. Rupert Goetz.

December 6, 2013

 

To:                          All affected staff

 

From:                    Rupert Goetz, MD

 

Subject:               Attached Consultative Report

 

 

 

As we move into this biennium, one of the changes we are pursuing is to strengthen our understanding of “Recovery” at OSH. Hope, Safety and Recovery are after all the three core concepts in our Vision Statement.

In strengthening our understanding, we want to build on our past (remember the collaboration between Dean Brooks and Maxwell Jones around the Therapeutic Community concept; remember more recently the visit by Sandra Bloom around the Sanctuary Model). But primarily, we want to look forward. We want to look at the many ways we can grow together. For example, we also want to better understand how peer-delivered services can help us build our desired culture.

To that end, I asked Mark Ragins, M.D., who has for years helped implement the recovery model at The Village in California, to visit with us and share his thoughts. Attached is his report.

The purpose of the visit and of sharing the report is to provide us with an outside perspective. While we want to honor our past, as well as our many current internal champions, we want to creatively plan our path forward together. This additional perspective is intended to help us do so.

There are minor details such as the “not guilty” reference (it is in Oregon “guilty except for insanity”) that we might want to quibble with. There may also be the assumption that this is the blueprint for our work in the coming year – it is not. I hope rather that you find it a thought-provoking place to begin our conversation about how we strengthen recovery at OSH.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oregon State Hospital Recovery Transformation Consultation Report

Mark Ragins, MD

 

 

 

Acknowledgements:

 

I want to thank the Oregon State Hospital for welcoming me to share your work and your lives with me. A friend of mine defines welcoming as “opening a space in your life for a guest to feel comfortable and opening yourself up to them, knowing full well your guest may change you in unexpected ways.”  I have felt truly welcomed by you.  I hope I have been a good guest.

This report is not meant to be an expert, authoritative evaluation and orders for you.  Recovery transformation is a complex problem and complex problems are not solved by outsiders or by definitive answers. Successful transformation is an evolving, collaborative process that never ends.  At best my influence can by to support, nurture, inspire, instruct, guide, and share your organic process of growth. The explorations, observations, thoughts, and suggestions I’m writing here are just the current iteration of my evolving reactions.

I have attached a large volume of reference material from our work at MHALA and the Village. These are not meant to be blueprints for you to replicate the Village or even an instruction book for you to build your own program.  They are concrete, real world, useful tools we have evolved in our own process that may inspire your imagination of what possibilities you might pursue. Remember that they have evolved over decades of work at MHALA and the Village…and we’re not slow learners; we’re aggressive innovators.

 

A note on language in this report: The words I most commonly heard you use to describe the people you serve were patient and client. There was widespread distaste for the word inmate. In other places I’ve seen people also called residents, guests, members, students, consumers, people in recovery, etc. It’s likely that each of those words would be an accurate description of roles people have experienced along the way.  There is a considerable power in the words we choose and how they reflect our mission and values. Your choice has evolved and may evolve further.  I will use patient and client interchangeably in this report to “meet you where you are”.

 

Recovery and the Oregon State Hospital:

 

For me the initial overriding question for this consultation was “Is it possible to use recovery as an overarching philosophy and approach at a place like OSH?” Recovery emphasizes concepts like empowerment, self determination, self responsibility, and community integration. The patients at OSH have been specifically selected for people who are unsafe, untrustworthy, incompetent to be held self

 

responsible, and who have been forcibly excluded from community life.  Even for a true believer in recovery and strong advocate like me that seems a difficult challenge.

Can people at OSH actually recover? Over my few days at OSH I saw several things that impressed me that the answer is yes. Firstly, the enormous majority of people at OSH will be living free from restriction in our community at some point in the future. Their day-to-day reality at OSH emphasizes risk assessment, confinement and restriction. But if we take the long view, the vast majority of people realistically should be preparing for freedom, not ongoing confinement.  Second, the long term staff I met were all hopeful for the clients they’re working with.  They believe things will get better for them. Third, and probably most importantly, there were widespread examples of patients at all points in their journey who are making progress and recovering. These ranged from someone who was soothing himself with a guitar to reduce his assaultiveness and seclusion from every day to a few times a week to a young man doing Calculus homework for his online college class who has been approved for discharge to a group home hoping to continue his studies on campus. Whether you describe yourselves in recovery terms or not, recovery is happening at OSH now.

For recovery to be a pervasive culture, the wide range of hopes, dreams, and personal journeys of each patient’s recovery need to be unified into a shared collaborative vision and destination. My proposal is: People living at OSH are engaged in a hopeful, healing journey towards freedom, safety, and self responsibility. I believe that those three characteristics of the destination – freedom, safety, and self responsibility – are all mutually interdependent.  None can be sustained independently without the other two. Whichever of the three are not addressed and achieved will ultimately drag down the other two. I believe that vision of recovery can be applied throughout OSH.

My next concern about implementing recovery was “Is it possible for the staff to have relationships with the clients that regularly support and facilitate their recovery?”

The clients at OSH are in a strange, awkward moral place where society has rejected them without convicting them of any crime. The staff must be “abnormal in a certain special way” in order to reach out supportively to people who have been cut off and exiled by our society.  To create a “counterculture of acceptance” at OSH staff must be consistently accepting of them. It seems as though the majority of your staff is already there.

It would be helpful to have a unifying “moral stance” regarding the clients that everyone accepts. I would propose: These people have been determined not to be guilty, bad people who should be punished, but rather incapable people who should be supported to become capable again.  This stance is consistent with the recovery vision above. Staff who become punitive instead would need to be sanctioned. It would also be helpful to include the ability to accept your clients on that basis as part of your recruitment, hiring, orientation, training, and retention.

The other serious obstacle to forming recovery relationships is the danger staff are in because of the patients’ violence and the fear the staff feel as a result.  It is extremely difficult to collaborate with and empower someone we’re frightened of. A good deal of the staff seem to have embraced trauma

 

informed care as a tool for reducing fear, conflict, power struggles, and actual danger.  This should become universal.

Beyond that, the most impressive thing I saw at OSH was the innovative and exemplary practice on a very dangerous unit:  They have come together as an amazingly unified team, using a detailed, highly individualized “engagement” tool that assesses each person’s dangerous behaviors including their triggers, warning signs, helpful relationships, self soothing and care combined with a DBT approach.  The staff never give up and continue to seek out creative approaches for each person gaining administrative approval when exceptions to policy need to be made. They appear to have drastically reduced the dangerousness on the ward.  Beyond that, even though there continue to be assaults and seclusion and restraints, the staff feel safe and are allied with the clients.  This is a remarkable accomplishment that should be analyzed, replicated, rewarded, and treasured.  I believe that if it can be done widely alongside trauma informed care, it can get you through the fear barrier to recovery relationships.

I think more work could be done proactively and on an ongoing basis to keep staff from becoming too fearful and traumatized. Your staff have to have the resilience to feel safe even though they’ve been assaulted and likely will again. They may need to be selected for that trait (from a variety of experiences). They need support when they’re weakened and need recharging. They need each other most of all. Toughing it out alone or feeling trapped with a certain patient or unit are both likely to lead to burnout. Ongoing attention to staff nurturance to avoid fearfulness is essential.

My conclusion is that – with ongoing support and emphasis –  enough hope, acceptance, alongside enough avoidance of fearfulness and punitiveness could be maintained to have recovery relationships throughout OSH.

 

What advantages would recovery likely have at OSH that would make it worth the effort?

 

  • Integration of services:  There is a dazzling array of services at OSH ranging from psychiatric medications, to external controls, to sex offender therapy, to art and music therapy, to supported employment, to peer advocacy and bridging, to access to a legal library, to discharge resource development, to an Empowerment center, to yoga and mindfulness, to anger management and substance abuse groups, to Basketball and a woodwork workshop, etc. Although there are some team meetings and a coordination plan much of what is done is not integrated together.  A recovery focus brings the utility of each activity into focus: Does this activity move the person closer to freedom, safety, and self-responsibility from where they are now?  There is far less need for power struggles and hierarchies to determine whose work gets priority if you’re all in alliance working on the same goals in the same direction. It would also be clearer to the patient how everything fits together to benefit them.
  • Decreasing “staff vs. patient” conflicts:  Recovery emphasizes collaboration, shared decision making, and empowerment rather than compliance, informed consent, and professional authority. Those differences radically reduce conflict. Safety would likely be improved for both staff and patients as a result.
    • Decreased staff burnout and increased satisfaction: One of the most powerful factors behind the spread of recovery is how much staff prefer it once they are doing it openly and together and confidently compared to their previous work. At bottom, recovery feeds our hearts more than standard treatment does.
    • Alliance between administration and staff: if administration embraces and adopts recovery practices for themselves in addition to prescribing it for their line staff the entire program works more synergistically.
    • Improved community advocacy: When community advocacy is based on fear and “demonizing” our patients we can get extra money, but we badly decrease community welcoming and reintegration for our patients.  When community advocacy is based upon recovery, we can ally with our patients, and we have a foundation for promoting community welcoming and reintegration. Telling stories of patients achieving safety, freedom, and self responsibility are far more likely to help them be accepted than billboards of staff injuries at the hands of dangerous, frightening patients.
    • Protection against slipping into dehumanized, punitive, coercive relationships:  Any program that is involuntary, locked, and largely hidden from society is prone to slip into increasingly dehumanized, punitive, relationships and from there into overt abuse. Power is corrupting.  A recovery culture can provide a counterinfluence to these destructive trends.

 

 

Recovery   implementation:

 

Recovery is primarily a treatment culture. It emphasizes less what is done and more how and why it is done. Therefore, implementing recovery is a prolonged, organically evolving, complex process.  It needs to be tended and nurtured like a farmer does, not blueprinted and built like an engineer does.  Take  your time.  Be gentle to the land and be a good farmer:  Till the soil to prepare it, help pick out seeds and pay for them, plant alongside the staff and clients, fertilize and nurture seedlings, pull out weeds (but  not with widespread poisons),  rotate crops to avoid exhaustion, and celebrate the harvests together.

There are many recovery principles and practices – like “client-driven” or managing relationships during times of transition to promote growth and self responsibility or strengths based community advocacy – that require years to explore and master. Be patient. Here’s a link to something I wrote to comfort and guide transformational leaders:  http://mhavillage.squarespace.com/storage/69KeepingPerspectiveandStayingSane.pdf.

 

The land can be plowed by mapping recovery. There are a number of “maps” of recovery to adopt from, but you should create your own and it should be very specific to your clients’ journeys. Years ago I created a four stage “map” for the Village based on the work of Elizabeth Kubler-Ross that includes four stages– hope, empowerment, self-responsibility, and achieving meaningful roles.  http://mhavillage.squarespace.com/storage/08ARoadtoRecovery.pdf  is a link to my short book “A Road to Recovery” that describes this map using lots of stories and learning from our direct experiences at the Village.

 

Your map could include stages like:

 

  • Being involved in a tragic, socially forbidden action,
  • being determined to be incapable of self responsibility and punishment and referred to OSH to rebuild capability,
  • being faced with unwanted external control and coercion,
  • being stuck in resentment and rebellion,
  • resisting change and trying to “fake it to evade it”,
  • feeling ongoing pressure for internal change,
  • demoralization and giving up,
  • maladaptation to living in the institution,
  • having seeds of trust and collaboration with staff to try to rebuild,
  • prolonged internal self-evaluation and skill building in a variety of ways,
    • repeated cycles of failing to do enough to be released,
  • achieving release status but no community opportunities or resources,
  • being released and facing ongoing coercion and control and community rejection,
    • returning to unsafe behaviors and environments,
    • achieving full freedom, safety, and self responsibility.

 

It is essential that this map be from the clients’ point of view to be a recovery map.  (If it’s from the staff’s point of view it’s a treatment map, not a recovery map.)  The “gold standard” is that the clients can recognize themselves and their journeys on the map.  Make every effort to amplify the clients’ voice and experience.  Embellish the map with client stories, artwork, music, video, poetry, etc.   Here’s a link to a touching example of a video created by a group of consumers in Porterville, California:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH9gV_7jmiQs.

 

You can gain some cultural depth by connecting the map to other human journeys (like achieving death with dignity, Joseph Campbell’s hero’s journey, 12 step journeys, or other recovery narratives, etc.)

You can also gain some spread of this map from just applying to clients to applying to everyone by creating a narrative of the recovery process OSH has experienced going through the same stages as the clients. It almost seems uncanny to me how closely these stages describe the last few years at OSH. MHALA applied the same four stages our members go through to what staff go through when we structured our Recovery Oriented Supervision trainings to emphasize that we need to treat our staff the way we want them to treat our clients.

Your recovery map can then be a direct guide for determining how staff relationships facilitate or hinder recovery at each stage, how services should be organized and integrated “meeting clients where they are at”.  A standard for valuing staff and services becomes “How does this promote your client’s recovery?” rather than which staff has more power or influence within the system or hierarchy. This also makes the resolution more often “and” rather than “or” valuing each staff and service for their strengths and figuring out how they can work together instead of competing against each other. (For example, a team with a united front demonstrating a “show of force” standing behind an individual staff with a soothing relationship trying to help an aggressive client problem solve and re-establish self

 

control can work together without either one being “wrong”.)  It should be possible to promote efforts that strengthen people without weakening someone else.

The Village found that our treatment principles mapped directly onto our four stages map too (see attachment 1).  Notice how precisely stated and focused our principles are. You may have staff that are good at developing clear treatment principles that apply across OSH defining the “beliefs” that underlie your evolving recovery culture.

Administratively, you want to develop parameters to guide staff as they develop individualized recovery relationships rather than highly prescriptive policies, especially avoiding pervasive “thou shalt not” policies that “straightjacket” them. This link has a set of parameters that the LA County Department of Mental Health developed and adopted with our assistance:  http://mhavillage.squarespace.com/storage/82NewRulesforStafftoWorkBy.pdf.

 

OSH staff expressed a lot of change fatigue and burnout. My overall impression is that there are more people who think there have been too many changes, especially administratively engineered changes, than people who think that OSH is stagnant at present. Top down engineered changes engender more change fatigue and resistance than bottom up, organically emerging changes.  Except for three pointed exceptions I’ll describe below, I would recommend cultivating currently emerging changes instead of directing new mandates. (For example, after I visited a state hospital in Provo, Utah each staff member made a large cutout of a helping hand with one thing they would do differently to support hope, empowerment, self responsibility, or meaningful roles and then the patients responded by each of them making a large cutout of a foot with one thing they would do to walk a path with more hope, empowerment, self responsibility, and meaningful roles.  A lot of excitement and empowerment was generated there by this approach.)

 

Promising examples of emerging changes I heard about at OSH included:

 

  • Trauma informed approaches to reducing seclusion and restraint and increasing self control
  • Team based integrated engagement and DBT approaches to reducing aggression and assault
  • Creating more “nimble teams” that could rapidly solidify trust even with staff movement and turnover
  • Enhancing peer support services
  • Specialized ethnic and sexual orientation specific peer support
  • Using music recording to explore personal growth and create positive roles
  • Using yoga to address trauma wounds and healing in non-verbal ways
  • Create a robust family and community volunteer presence in the treatment malls to increase community connections and acceptance
  • Create a client key card system so that increase privileges and self responsibility are directly connected with increased freedom of movement around OSH. (BTW I saw this done successfully in that same state hospital in Provo Utah)
  • Openly discuss and develop parameters for including positive, permissible sexual activities including dating, hugging, dancing together, and conjugal visits.
  • Increase peer bridging to peer run organizations n the community to increase community supports and connections upon initial release from OSH
  • Creating a newsletter with stories of hope and recovery

 

 

I’m sure there are many more seeds and saplings of ideas around that need nurturance.

 

Hope requires a lot of consistent nurturance built into your program or we end up focusing on the crises of the day and the things that go wrong. ( Examples of hopeful rituals include beginning team meetings with stories of hope, regular celebrations, special staff acknowledgments and rewards, etc.) Too many policies are made to make sure one serious incident “never happens again” instead of strengthening us so when something tragic happens, and it inevitably will, we’re able to continue on.

The three area in which I would recommend you do serious course corrections (or to use our sailing metaphor, three places where I think you should tack – including communicating the need for a course change, micromanagement of the course change, and bringing people together to handle the change as a team) are: 1) personal dedicated recovery relationships, 2) peer support services, and 3) board hearings.

 

1)      Personal dedicated recovery relationships:

 

Your present system tries to ensure that everything is in place to facilitate someone’s recovery.  They have written goals and a recovery treatment plan. They have the availability of a wide variety of supports and services which they are scheduled into. And they have clear objective assessments to prepare them for hearings and release.  What they don’t always have is a trusting, collaborative relationship with a single dedicated staff to guide them through the process. This staff also needs to guide them through the internal process of recovery – engagement, motivational enhancement, commitment, dealing with grief and loss, internalizing skill building and role changes, moral development, building self responsibility and self reliance, preparing for discharge and community belonging.

I strongly prefer a “therapist case manager” model to a “broker case management” model for this primary relationship so that the internal and external processes of recovery can be integrated. At the Village we call this person a “Personal Service Coordinator” and have adopted Kansas University’s “strengths based case management” model.

I fear that implementing a PSC model at OSH will require substantial top-down structural reorganization, precisely of the kind resented by your staff and causing change fatigue and burnout.  Nonetheless, I think it’s a crucial course correction.

This is an opportunity to emphasize some of the more personal aspects of recovery relationships instead of making administrative assignments: Which staff is the best personal fit for this patient? Who has the most hope? Who has the least fear? Who has personal life experiences that enable them to connect to this person and inspire them? Who is strongest at the particular phase of recovery this person is in?

Client empowerment can also be overtly included: Who do you want to work with? Who do you trust

 

the most? The Village even has “open enrollment” periods every six months when our members can switch PSCs or teams within the same level of care without needing to give a justification.

2)      Peer support services:

 

There comes a point in the development of peer services when they need to move from being “angry outsider advocates” to “collaborative, insider reformers” to move forwards. As the walls keeping the patients’ voice silenced are lowered, other voices besides aggressive, antagonistic, self righteous voices can be heard. This is a disorienting time for peer advocates. The traits that have been absolutely essential to lowering those walls and bringing about change, that have been nothing less than heroic, are now being criticized and blamed for not being able to progress further. Newer peer staff may not respect their contribution and what they’ve been through so they could have a voice. These experienced peer advocates may not even agree that there has been substantial progress or that the walls have been lowered. They may fear a “trick” to weaken them or co-opt them.   And sometimes they will be right.

But at other times, when the swords are put down, there is a flourishing of other voices and relationships. Sometimes a Nelson Mandela emerges from the fight instead of dying on the battle field like Che Guevara did. Sometimes unions that were regularly striking and being repressed engage in collective bargaining or even shared ownership.

In my opinion, OSH has made enough progress to try to put the swords down. I would recommend substantially increasing the number of peer staff, while substantially decreasing their adversarial “peer advocacy” in favor of collaborative “peer support” services.

Making that course correction will likely be quite difficult. In my experience in other places what usually happens is that some of the most valued and successful long term peer advocates end up removed or reassigned out of the mainstream to move forwards. That seems a shame to me and I don’t know that it’s the only possible strategy.  It does however, open the door for a wider acceptance of, and integration of the other peer supporters with the treatment teams improving the patients’ recovery services directly.

At OSH there is a legal restrictiveness that exists side by side with the clinical services that is very important. This brings up the possibility that some of the most valued, but most dedicated to advocacy, peer staff could be moved into a new robust “peer advocacy” department and separated from the “peer support” department that would become co-supervised by the teams and by peers.  I don’t know if that’s been done in other forensic settings.  If the peer advocacy service was robust and respected enough it could be a valuable “check and balance” against the corruption of power and coercion that is an ever present risk in involuntary, locked settings.

I would advise having a small team of clients, staff, peers, and administration charged with developing a plan to move to a larger peer staff that is no longer emphasizing advocacy. They should seek out guidance from other exemplary peer services. I’ve been exposed to successful programs at Recovery Innovations, Riverside County and Tulare County in California, and King’s County Hospital in Brooklyn.

 

NAPS (National Association of Peer Specialists) can probably point you towards further resources. The team would be expected to inform and guide the process of changing course, but the course itself wouldn’t be negotiable.

In my view, the main emphasis at this point in your development is not to accentuate the differences between clients and staff but instead to blur those differences. Justice and righteousness are less crucial than trust and reconciliation.   Desegregation, power sharing, collaboration, mutual respect, inclusion, and interdependence would be my points of focus. Towards that end I would hire more “blurred people” – both peer staff who have professional skills and degrees and probably more importantly, professional and para-professional staff that have lived experience of mental illnesses.  In addition we need to remember that there are a substantial number of staff who are currently hiding their lived experience out of fear.  That is a terrible burden on them and deprives the patients of a considerable source of support and hope.  Those staff shouldn’t have to take sides. They should be proud of both their personal and professional gifts and be able to use them without fear.

 

3)      Board hearings:

 

Although there have been changes in these hearings recently, they are still clearly the cause of major distress, antagonism, hopelessness, and divisiveness. A patient complained that they are arbitrary and unpredictable, often not following the clinical input of the staff, leading him to withdraw and give up in helplessness. A psychiatrist said that he pisses off the public defenders, the district attorneys, and the hearing officers about equally so he must be doing something right. Frankly, that doesn’t’ sound like a collaborative relationship either.

Over the last decade there have been substantial innovations within mental health legal hearings. There are mental health courts and drug courts scattered around where the hearing officer has a personal relationship with the client and actively participates in their recovery: They engage and motivate clients. They grieve and celebrate with clients. They mediate between staff and clients working to improve their collaboration. They actively secure community resources and services for clients. They even hug clients.  I am aware of an exemplary court and judge in Nevada County, California who handles the involuntary outpatient commitments (Laura’s Law AOT).  The Elyn Saks institute at USC is connected with a large number of resources who could inspire and guide you.

I realize that this recommendation is beyond the scope of my consultation and expertise, but I think these hearings could become a major force promoting recovery – especially as defined by freedom, safety, and self responsibility.

 

Recovery  Accountability:

 

Recovery sometimes seems so nebulous that it can’t be measured or promoted in an accountable manner. This argument maintains that it’s too non-specific, too subjective, too individualized to quantify or track.  Either you have it or you don’t.  I don’t agree.

 

Broadly speaking there are three areas to try to create accountability:  1) Recovery service provision, 2) recovery outcomes, and 3) recovery culture.  There will always be a tension between the accuracy and detail of the measurements in the accountability tool and the burden it places on clients and staff.  (The Mental Health Center of Denver is very sophisticated in their use of data driven management and accountability.)

 

1)      Recovery Service Provision

 

This is the most common way mental health services are held accountable:  Are we providing the services we’re supposed to in sufficient amounts.  In many parts of the system our payments are directly tied to service provision.  It is also the weakest way to assess accountability. There’s no way of knowing if a service is being provided well or not, effectively or not, compassionately or not, etc. All we know is that, at least on paper, someone did something.

 

Recovery services can be described and counted as well as traditional psychiatric or rehabilitation services.  I attached a list of recovery service areas that MHALA uses (attachment 2).  These are included in our EHR alongside the medical service codes.

 

2)      Recovery outcomes

 

It would be nice to know if we’re actually helping people recovery. We can track outcomes that are desirable whether they resulted from recovery or not, and we can track correlates of the recovery process.

California’s statewide AB2034 program that enrolled people who “deinstitutionalization failed” had four targeted outcomes:  Psychiatric hospital days, incarceration days, homeless days, and employment days. The 70% reduction in hospitals, jails, and homelessness alongside a 400% increase in employment days were powerful outcomes for California’s legislature and Governor Schwartzneger.  These four outcomes were specifically chosen to monitor the outcomes society had assigned to us and are relatively easy to track reliably. You could make a small set of similarly targeted outcomes, for example, reduced  incidents of assault or other violence, increased incidence of competency restoration at hearings, employment earnings within the hospital, increase in board approved discharges to lower levels of community care, etc.

MHALA didn’t feel that the variables on our four stage map of recovery (hope, empowerment, self- responsibility, and meaningful roles) would be reasonably measurable to track recovery although they successfully captured subjective experiences of recovery. We created a tool that is uses staff ratings to track individual’s progress through recovery using three correlates of recovery – risk, engagement with mental health services, and skills and supports. This link has the eight point Milestones of Recovery Scale (MORS) and describes its development, validation, and use:  http://mhavillage.squarespace.com/storage/84AGuidetotheMORS.pdf.

 

You could create a similar tool using the three most crucial outcome dimensions for your program – safety, freedom, and self-responsibility to define stages you could track people through; for example

 

stages like extreme danger, high external restriction, low internal control and self responsibility. Remember that the map shouldn’t be linear and should include forward and backward movements to realistically map recovery.

 

3)      Recovery culture

 

On the face of it, culture is the most difficult thing to measure. MHALA has developed a tool for adult community based mental health programs that begins with seven core valued dimensions of a recovery culture and then describes concrete indicators of whether the program is doing nothing, exploring, emerging, maturing, or excelling in each area.  This link  http://mhavillage.squarespace.com/storage/87ARecoveryCultureProgressReport.pdf  has the Recovery Culture Progress Report and a discussion of its rationale, development and usage.  Note how each domain flows from a value statement. You could develop a tool like this for your own program.

 

Conclusion:

 

The same friend of mine I began with said that for hope to be useful it has to include three elements: 1) A vision of where you’re aspiring to get to that is clear and specific enough to become believable (not that you ever get to exactly where you imagined or hoped for), 2) A commitment to take a few concrete steps that lead towards your vision (and see what happens), and 3) Enough passion and understanding of why this vision is important enough to you that you’re resilient enough to make it through the inevitable blockades and setbacks.

 

I think you have enough useful hope to achieve recovery transformation at OSH. Thank you for including me in your journey.

 

 

WE BELIEVE…

MHAVillageGuidingPrinciples and the Stages of Recovery

 

 

  1. Hope makes recovery possible; it facilitates healing of the mind, body and spirit.

 

 

  1. Welcoming people includes creating a culture of acceptance with easily accessible integrated supports and services.

 

 

  1. Focusing on the whole person includes their strengths and weakness, abilities and barriers, wounds and gifts.

 

 

  1. Each person creates their path and determines the pace of their recovery.

 

 

  1. The recovery process is a collaborative journey in support of individuals pursuing their life goals.

 

 

  1. Relationships are developed through mutual respect and reciprocity, including openness to genuine emotional connections.

 

 

 

  1. A solid foundation for recovery is built by helping people to honestly and responsibly deal with their mental illness, substance abuse and emotional difficulties.

 

 

  1. People thrive, grow and gain the courage to seek change in respectful environments that promote self responsibility.

 

 

  1. The practical work of recovery takes place in the community.

 

 

  1. Each person has the right to fair and just treatment in their community ensured through advocacy and social responsibility.

 

 

  1. Everyone deserves the opportunity to have a place to call home.

 

 

  1. Promoting natural supports, having fun and a sense of belonging enhances quality of life.

 

 

  1. Employment and education are powerful means to help people build lives beyond their illness.

 

 

  1. Program success is based on achieving quality of life and recovery outcomes.

 

Recovery Based Service Categories and Vignettes

1)      Welcoming / engagement – connecting the member with staff, program and peers, relationship building, demonstrating our “usefulness” to the member, engaging in collaborative goal setting, shared decision making, connecting with the member through self-disclosure

I asked Ann to bring in the drawings she’d made with the art supplies her mother had sent to the Board and Care, admired them, and made a couple copies to put on the wall.  I also showed them to other members and staff who were sitting around the team area, introducing Ann as a “real artist”.

2)      Crisis interventions / Responding to basic safety needs and community expulsion threats – accessing, collaborating with and/or diverting from hospitals and jails, advocating with the legal system to prevent incarceration, locating, placing in and/or paying for emergency shelter to prevent homelessness, , safety interventions – medical, substance abuse harm reduction and prevention, responding to threats of dangerousness, suicidality, and impending harm (e.g., domestic violence)

Donna wandered into the team area looking quite confused.  She didn’t respond to anything I said, just staring at me. Yesterday she had been coherently calling checking her status on the waiting list for a rehab program, so it seemed likely she was high or coming down. We tried to get her to take some medication, but she wouldn’t.  We watched over her and gave her a ride home where they know she gets like this a lot and can take care of her.

3)      Assessments – assessing goals and needs, understanding their view of themselves, mental health status assessment, Quality of Life assessment, co-occurring conditions (e.g., medical, substance abuse, developmental disability), “eligibility” determinations (voc rehab, disabled students, SSI, bus passes), fitness determinations (legal competence, child custody and driver’s license)

Mike says he wants to get a job, but he seems far too disorganized and our employment staff is hesitant to work with him. We decide to give him a “we pay” job using client support funds to put together new charts and shred paper for us for one hour a day to see if he can show up and if he does, how he’s able to function at those tasks, and if he follows directions. The information gathered can also be used as part of his SSI disability report.

4)      Building and maintaining the safety net / “protective factors” –  assisting in obtaining benefits and entitlements, connecting to poverty services (e.g., COA food bank, multi-service center), charity (e.g., bus tokens, food, clothes, toiletries), safe and secure housing, family connections, assisting in obtaining basic documentation (e.g.,  ID, birth certificate), connecting to basic social

 

services (DPSS, SSA), connecting to cultural connections, (Native American services, UCC), connecting to spiritual strength and security (faith community)

Anna has been staying with a variety of men she finds, but they all end up taking her money and short lived. She seems always surprised when they pressure her for sex. We make a deal with Ann that if she contributes $150 per month out of her GR check, we’ll give her a hotel voucher worth $650 to have a safe place to stay for the month, but she can’t have any one stay in her room with her.

5)      Motivating / Engaging in growth oriented activities – engaging in motivational interviewing, outreaching to isolated members, exposure to opportunities e.g., plays, sports, dances, hobbies, job fairs, schools), exploration of possibilities for the future, career exploration, core gift activities, goal visualizing, peer bridging

Carl hangs out at the sober living all day long, using pot and not following up with anything.  He says he doesn’t have any money to do anything.  I offer to take him out to lunch with a small group of members and on the way intentionally take him by one of the other member’s apartment starting a conversation about what it would take for him to get an apartment of his own too.

6)      Treating mental illnesses and substance abuse disorders to reduce barriers – helping members to gain control over their mental illness, helping members to identify and control their symptoms (e.g., WRAP), 12-step step work, medication services, providing psychotherapy, building emotional coping skills (e.g., CBT, coping with past traumas, anger management, relationship skills), building wellness skills (e.g., meditation, eating and sleeping routines, yoga), treatment of acute symptoms and relapses

Renee is struggling with panic attacks and flashbacks of being raped and is overtaking the Klonipin she’s been prescribed combining it with alcohol.  I teach her several anxiety reducing techniques including a “butterfly hug” to use during flashbacks, relaxation imagery for when she’s not quite as anxious, and to carry around a small tin of coffee grounds in her pocket that immediately calm her by reminding her of her mother when she was a child.

7)      Treating physical illnesses – providing basic wound care, monitoring and treating chronic physical illnesses (e.g., diabetes, hypertension, chronic pain), medication management for physical illness medications, seizure response, physical illness education (e.g., diabetes, hepatitis), smoking cessation, promoting physical wellness (e.g., exercise and nutrition)

Dennis fell in the bathroom at the Village and said he was “knocked out” for a second.  I called a nurse to check his vital signs and make sure he didn’t have any neurological signs that would indicate we should take him to an Emergency Room.

 

8)      Providing and building support – connecting to Village resources (e.g., job development, educational) and community resources ( Jewish Community Center, Gay and Lesbian Center, primary care provider, 12-step support groups, warm lines), connecting to social services (e.g., In Home Supportive Services, Family Preservation), participating together in community

 

activities and opportunities (“giving moral support”), helping families to support members (e.g., family education, consultation, problem solving), providing help directly (e.g., “doing it for them,” adding structure to their lives, making decisions for them, ”caretaking”)

Martin needed to get help to move his stuff from his hotel room into a permanent apartment. He couldn’t get any friends or family to help him and he didn’t have $15 to pay day labor to do it with him. Since there wasn’t that much stuff, I drove my own car over and helped him put his stuff in my trunk and then helped him unload it into the apartment.

9)      Rehabilitation / Skill building – teaching, job coaching, supported models (employment, education, housing), in-vivo teaching, providing work experience, teaching self-help skills (e.g., budgeting, shopping, laundry, hygiene, medication management), helping the member to build and practice meaningful roles

 

Kenny’s shower head broke off in his apartment. His girlfriend who lives with him demanded that he do something about it and threw it at him. He brought it in and put it on my desk demanding that I do something about it.  First I coached him through the process of calling his manger with him on the phone talking but that got nowhere. Then we got in my car and I coached him through the process  of actually getting a replacement part at the hardware store.  Once again, he did the talking while I stood by his side giving him hints. He screwed the shower head back on himself. He wrote a letter to the manager, enclosing a copy of the bill, to get the money back sitting at my desk going over it step by step.

10)   Building personal growth and responsibility – Helping members understand and move through normal stages of life (e.g., prolonged adolescence, first parenting, mid-life crisis, empty nest syndrome), building self- responsibility (learning cause and effect, not blaming others), building self- efficacy (building the ability to positively impact one’s life), empowering members

Andy was offered a catering job with the Village Deli on a Saturday for four hours, but that was also the day his case worker was taking some members on an outing to Universal Studios. Andy was torn between fun and responsibilities. While another immature member urged him to go to Universal Studios with them and just have fun, I helped them both see how cancelling out on his boss at the  last minute would make him a less responsible employee and that fun has to scheduled around work.

11)   Community integration – developing and facilitating members’ connections beyond mental health and social services (Taking a member to a Mommy and Me group, helping a member to join a bowling league, creating a calendar of low-cost community events), helping member to discover niches, roles, and opportunities in the community, promoting being a good neighbor and citizen, helping member to invest in and give to community in positive ways, helping the member to learn to give to others

Francis had been raised Catholic, but hadn’t been back to Church in many years while she’d been on the streets and using drugs and prostituting.  Now she was clean, but felt too ashamed to return to

 

Church. I connected her up with another staff member who goes to Catholic Church regularly and he agreed to go with her and just sit in the back together during services to see how it felt.

12)   Community development – making the community a better place for people with mental illnesses, increasing tolerance and acceptance of mental illness, reducing segregation, reducing stigma, developing welcoming hearts in the community, building connections with other community social causes

The East Village Association arranged for a community clean-up day. A group of members and staff came in together as a Village team to help this neighborhood effort.

13)   Promoting self reliance, separation from services, and graduation – building financial independence (getting off SSI and Section 8), obtaining private insurance, preparing for graduation, facilitating relationship changes with staff, finding and providing opportunities to give back to others still struggling, developing self-advocacy skills, developing friendship skills

When Kathy called asking for my advice in her problem with her boyfriend, instead of giving her advice, I helped her explore who else she had in her life whose advice she could rely on, so she wouldn’t need me anymore.

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An old one, by Jim, new one by me

One-Flew-Over-the-Cuckoo-s-Nest

Reprinted from years ago when he lived in a dirty old concrete box full of overcrowded rooms [now he lives in a new, clean concrete box with only one roommate!]. One of the first poems he showed me. It was in the first year of my work as the last watercooler in hell. We spent months just talking and sharing poetry every week.

This one broke my heart.

Girlfriend

written 2/21/09 6:25 p.m.

lone

We watched a butterfly be born into the world

Held hands at a scary film

Thought silly jokes were funny

Smiled with our eyes

I love you was spoken a lot

Mingled with other couples

Broke up once or twice

People talked about our relationship

She wrote when I was gone in jail

This is where we failed

My time was longer than her love

Have a picture of her I can’t tear up

It looks like she is shaking her finger at me in the picture

Wish I wouldn’t have made my mistake

Stakes were too high for me

Alone again with 40 men

This next is mine, this morning.

Welcome to-

Arrive by jail van

drive through a garage door that closes behind you

the world has turned upside down

everyone has latex gloves

“Take off your clothes and get in the shower to the right”

frightened, you look for a human face

without success

you may not see those clothes again

people are watching you through a mirrored window

instructions come from the wall mounted speaker

high above reach

“If you can’t clean yourself properly we will send someone to help you”

you don’t want to be touched by those rubber hands

you do your best to obey but it is hard-

nothing makes sense, you suppress an urge to scream out loud

they are making sure you don’t have anything

anything at all

you are truly stripped by the time they let you into the next room

“Put on these clothes. We will help you if you can’t do it by yourself”

again you comply

“What is happening to me?

What happened to your face?”

“We will help you to get better”

time, ushered along, nothing is right

[correct, true, accurate, factual, fit, satisfactory]

go to your room

.   .   .   .

Doctor: “My job is to diagnose your illness,

prescribe medications

and take you to court if you refuse them”

“I’m not here to talk to you or listen-

in fact, if you see me coming that’s bad news for you”

and, you think,  I still haven’t gotten my self back

(or my clothes and by the way

NPR never sent me the tote bag they promised during the fund drive)

.   .   .  .

oh God, if I’m crazy what does that make

You

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Radio Night

Mad Liberation by Moonlight- Mental Health consumer-talk-radio,
Friday night, 1 a.m. to 2 a.m. (Pacific Time)-February 18th, 2011.

Topic: ? what you bring to the table

On KBOO 90.7 FM or streamed on the web: http://kboo.fm/

Call in at 503-231-8187 to be on the radio (or show up at the studio).
We need your voice! There are people listening (all over the world, by
internet).

You can do this! Be a radio star, or just call in and talk.

The moon is full and it’s time to Howl!

-Rick

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Q: why?

Last Week at Work

I thought last week would be easy. I expected a quiet workplace with most activities on hold and many people (including my supervisor) gone.

Not to be. Life comes at you fast. Best to slow it down from the inside, the outside not being reliable.

I guess the most shocking thing was that someone killed themselves. Someone I knew. Someone I had seen earlier in that same day. Someone who appeared to be in a better mood than usual.

It isn’t like this is an odd occurrence here. It’s happened a couple times before since I’ve been working here. It’s still very hard on people. I spent a lot of time hanging out with folks who were especially effected. Mostly just being available. Some wanted to talk, some wanted to sit next to someone who understood.

The effects were not contained just within the ward where the suicide happened. Lots of people knew the woman. She’s been there awhile. She’s wanted to die for as long as anyone remembers.

The building where it happened. Top floor, Unit 50 I.

Another event, a much better one, came at midweek; also unexpected. On Monday I met someone who was new- that is new to the environment where I work. They found themselves locked up through December and their landlord sent a letter saying that they were throwing out her stuff, cleaning out her room and… well, tough luck landing in psychiatric prison.

I was able to take a state car up to Portland and along with a very nice nurse we went through the garbage in the compactor room and saved, retrieved much of her stuff. Probably the unit staff will throw most of it out but we got her some clothes, some personal papers and many many technical manuals in English and Chinese. We did not find some of the papers she wanted- her citizenship documents.

In the new hospital there will not be any real storage room to speak of. An oversight, I guess. But it means that people admitted here will basically lose everything.

Enough about work. There were several good moments and many useful ones.

Some of What I’ve Been Thinking

The wave of fear has strong momentum but if you stop pushing it, it subsides.  So maybe I don’t need to worry about fear, although it’s hold on me still scares me 😉  -It dies of starvation when I’m done feeding it.

My most intrusive fears have to do with my sense of self-worth. I’ve a sneaking suspicion that I’m not okay- not adequate, not acceptable. It comes out in interpersonal communication when somebody is angry with me or thinks the worst of me. Not always, just sometimes. I’m trying to be aware- this seems to help. When I see what it is I can stop pushing the wave.

I half know my connection with everything. I say “half” because I notice it only intermittently and I’m often completely oblivious. When I look, it emerges from the edges of my self-perception- my wholeness withing the world is made real through the very same spaces/ surfaces/ thoughts that separate me. For example: My skin would seem to be both my boundary and my bridge to the world. Same thing for eyes/ vision, sound, speech, breath… I can’t really speak this adequately so it’s time to stop.

“I felt a suddenness.”

Maybe I’m not done- I am falling slowly through an intangible screen. The screen is the surface upon which the movie of time is being played/ shown. Behind the screen is the light, the projector that creates the illusion of movement, shape and everything else that can be named- the movie. As I am passing through the screen, the projector, the light and … it all disappears.

Once, following a particularly high meditative state, I found that I could not look at anything, any separate thing, without losing myself in oneness with the Big Picture. Then I would find there was no picture at all. I would lose any awareness of self and regain self-consciousness much later. Then I would look at something again, or have a thought, or breathe- and it would start all over again. Sometimes I am still passing through that screen, or just about to- clumsily- falling into reality as though by tripping over my shoelaces.

How things work- from various sources

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Newcomen Engine

Wikipedia says: The atmospheric engine invented by Thomas Newcomen in 1712, today referred to as a Newcomen steam engine (or simply Newcomen engine), was the first practical device to harness the power of steam to produce mechanical work. Newcomen engines were used throughout Britain and Europe, principally to pump water out ofmines, starting in the early 18th century. James Watt‘s later engine was an improved version. Although Watt is far more famous today, Newcomen rightly deserves the first credit for the widespread introduction of steam power.

Stirling Engine

“Air in the engine is cyclically heated (by an alcohol burner) and expands to push the power piston (shown in blue) to the right. As the power piston moves to the right, the yellow linkage forces the loose-fitting, red “piston” (on the left half of the machine) to displace air to the cooler side of the engine. The air on the cool side loses heat to the outside world and contracts, pulling the blue piston to the left. The air is again displaced, sending it back to the hotter region of the engine, and the cycle repeats. 

The Stirling engine cycle can also be used “in reverse”, to convert rotating motion into a temperature differential (and thus provide refrigeration).”

Stirlings can be made inexpensively, are robust, and can use a variety of fuel sources, such as animal dung, which makes them valuable for areas which lack forests or other common fuel sources.

-description by beatnik

Wankel Engine

A pretty high revving engine, but the low compression ratio meant stinky efficiency. Even in racing, better fuel efficiency means you don’t stop for fuel as often. (larryrose11)

“a lot of the issues people associate with wankels have been pretty well suppressed or solved entirely in the current generation (renesis), but you still can’t park an RX8 on grass, and they do still need a bit of special treatment.” (Akaishi)

Above: Torpedo- boat destroyer system- Also how Transformers poop.

Constant Velocity (CV) Joint. They’re in pretty much every front wheel drive car. This is a very simplified diagram of how a CV joint works- the real thing is hella durable.

Manual Transmission Mechanism- Wikipedia says: ”

manual transmission, also known as a manual gearbox or standard transmission (informally, a “manual”, “straight shift”, “stick (shift)”, or “straight drive”) is a type of transmission used in motor vehicle applications. It generally uses a driver-operated clutch, typically operated by a pedal or lever, for regulating torque transfer from the internal combustion engine to the transmission, and a gear stick, either operated by hand (as in a car) or by foot (as on a motorcycle).

A conventional manual transmission is frequently the base equipment in a car; other options include automated transmissions such as an automatic transmission (often a manumatic), a semi-automatic transmission, or a continuously variable transmission (CVT).”

The sewing machine.

I have always wondered how this worked. This is so cool.

Reciprocating movements

Radial Engine

Comments:

“it doesn’t get better when you realize there were versions of this where the driveshaft was hard-mounted to the plane and the propeller was bolted to the crank case.”

“Radials don’t leak oil they mark their territory. A little contancorous but so sooo nice!”

“Some of the finest piston engines ever built were radials. Perhaps most notably the Pratt & Whitney R-2800, without which, it can easily be argued, the Allies would have lost the air war in the Pacific.”

blandoon sez: “I would agree with that assessment – from what I hear, there are only a handful of shops left, at most, that can overhaul something like an R-3350 (Anderson Airmotive is the one I know of).

The R-3350 in particular has always been a troubled beast, because it was pushed into wartime service when not altogether ready (primarily to power the B-29), and it had a long and painful early life before it became something close to reliable. But it has never been as dependable as its smaller, older stepbrother, the R-2800. From what I understand this is why there are a good number of Pratt-powered Douglas DC-6s left, but almost no DC-7s – they used the Wright engine, and were discarded almost as soon as jets became available.

FIFI, the only remaining flyable B-29, had its four early-model 3350s replaced with later units that are not authentic to the airplane, but were custom-built (by the aforementioned Anderson Airmotive) out of a hybrid of different later-model parts, with custom engine mounts and exhaust and so forth. It cost something like $4 million to do this, but otherwise it would have been impossible to get the airplane reliable enough to tour the airshow circuit.”

Maltese Cross Mechanism

Comment: “Nicholson Baker wrote a fantastic essay about the Maltese Cross mechanism and its use in film projectors/cameras in his book The Size of Thoughts.” -vidiot

Unrelated, so far

Goopy New Year!

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Space

Some pictures I’ve found. Click for full size these are big.

M31:

NGC 206b

M64

Keck observatory, related landscapes:

Double rainbow:

Nonsense

the Crab Pulsar

Lightening Xrayed:

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MacArthur Violence Risk Assessment Study

I work at Oregon State Hospital (OSH) in Salem, OR. It exists because in Oregon as well as most everywhere else, there is an assumption in the legal system (in society in general) that the people who have a mental health diagnosis are more prone to violence than others. This assumption is reflected in the functioning of the Psychiatric Security Review Board (PSRB), the primary instrument of oppression of those with a mental health diagnosis in this state.  This is a direct opposite to reality/ evidence. (See also reports here and here and here. Or here– or even here.)

The best research available is the The MacArthur Community Violence Study, a gigantic longitudinal project spanning several years and thousands of people. This study included 1,136 male and female civil patients between 18 and 40 years old. The project monitored violence to others every 10 weeks during their first year after discharge from a mental institution. Patient self-reports were augmented by reports from collaterals and by police and hospital records. The comparison group consisted of 519 people living in the neighborhoods in which the patients resided after hospital discharge. They were interviewed once about violence in the past 10 weeks.

The most comprehensive study ever done regarding mental health and risk of violence found that even among the “mentally ill” who commit violent crimes, the likelihood of that person committing further violence is considerably less than an individual who has no mental health diagnosis. For individuals who simply have a mental health diagnosis, the likelihood that they will commit an act of violence is substantially less than the average person.

(The MacArthur study is so named because major funding was provided by the John D. and Catherine T. MacArthur Foundation’s Research Network on Mental Health and the Law with a supplemental grant from the National Institute of Mental Health (grant # R01 49696) to interview the collateral informants.)

One factor is that many people who have behaviors labeled as mental illness have developed these symptoms as a result of (and a coping mechanism for) being victims of violence. Having a “mental illness” actually conveys a certain degree of immunity from any tendency towards violence.

The one variable that really messes up this finding is substance abuse. People who have both “mental illness” and active substance abuse are more likely to commit violent crimes.

Judging risk of violence by public opinion is as worthwhile as using your horoscope

It would make sense that if people have adequate support in their community they would be less likely to use alcohol or street drugs to self-medicate. In this way the mental health system as it exists in the United States today contributes to violence.

So- I propose that Oregon do the following:

  1. Reform the PSRB system- starting with the elimination of the PSRB.
  2. Eliminate the State Hospital (and quit building the new replacement facility- maybe the building could be turned into something else- another prison?).
  3. Use the money saved to create a system of community services that is fully funded, consumer driven and based on a compassionate, recovery oriented ethic.
  4. Create an emergency/ acute care system that is based on the Sanctuary model, that makes use of natural/ holistic medicine and provides a variety of choices in terms of treatment styles and settings.

Meanwhile, I won’t hold my breath. The public perception of those of us with “mental illness” is such that fear over-rides sense. A inmate escaping from the State Prison merits 2 inches of news space on page 6. A patient who leaves OSH (“absconds”) without PSRB permission is front page, lead story and a week of prominent follow-up articles.

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Mozart sandwich with Birthday Cake

I just had a birthday last week. I was born in 1955, 55 years ago.That makes me 5,555 years old! Below is a twenty dollar bill in circulation at the time of my birth.

(click for full size, as usual; you know I never skimp on picture size-always the biggest pictures here at moonsoup!)

Beatles-Birthday

I have a variety of things to share today. Music, pictures, animated gifs, personal history, stories from where I work, other things.

Enjoy! or not.

Okay, some of the Mozart promised in the title:

mozart-sinfonia_

concertante-allegro

mozart-snfonia_

concertante-andante

mozart-sinfonia_concertante-presto

So, this is an odd time of year for me. My birthday last weekend, April 11th will be my older son’s 25th birthday (he’s coming to visit from SF this weekend- riding the dog, ought to arrive by tomorrow morning), and smack in the middle of these things is the anniversary of my oldest/ youngest child’s death- April 6th. I often dread this time of year- if I’m going to be symptomatic mental health wise, this is the time I would do it. These days, however, I’m not expecting badness. She has mellowed in my heart. I experience her as a kind, gentle angel of death; reminding me of the preciousness in each moment. Thank you Erin.

Here’s a doodle by Andrew, the oldest living child,

and one of the most coolest people I know.

One of our cats- Blizzard, has been suffering from glaucoma for years, gradually going blind. Last month she had surgery to remove her eyes- it’s called “enucleation“. Anyway, these are some shots of her recuperation. By the way, she’s doing great. She’s way more comfortable and happy and since she’s been blind for a while she has no trouble finding her way around. My younger son paid for the surgery- over $1000- because he is also a really great guy. Blizz gets the cone off her head later today.

Here’s Blizzard today, sans cone head,

in the arms of my youngest son.

The Jupiter Symphony is one of my favorite Mozart compositions-

mozart-jupiter-allegro

mozart-jupiter-andante

mozart-jupiter-allegretto

mozart-jupiter-molto_allegro

I wrote a while back, I think, about the death of a patient at Oregon State Hospital where I work. The Oregonian newspaper just did it’s first major story about it (better late than never).

From the article linked above:

The body of Moises Perez, 42, was discovered in this bed located just to the left of the door of a room he shared with four other men. The Oregon State Hospital patient had been dead several hours before he was discovered during evening medication checks.

Below- some great pictures of/ from the ESO Paranal Observatory in Chile, high in the Andes. The top picture is a full-sky, 360 degree panorama. The other pictures are of the observatory itself in summer and winter.

Richard Harris is the state Director of Addictions and Mental Health. He wrote this to the Oregon Consumer Survivor Coalition, our primary collective voice as survivors of the Mental Hell treatment system. I don’t know if it’s serious or comic relief. Time will tell. Anyone can yak yak yak.

From: “Richard HARRIS” <richard.harris@state.or.us>
Date: 18 March 2010 12:14:23 PM PDT
Subject: Re: Consumer Voice—-REVISED MEMO

Revised

DATE:        March 18, 2010

TO:            All AMH Staff

FROM:      Richard L. Harris
Assistant Director

RE:            Consumer voice

Over the past several months I have had the opportunity to meet with
many people representing many mental health consumer groups. From
these meetings it has become clear to me that there is a need for
increased consumer voice within local and state government. Len and I
recently met with the Oregon Consumer Survivor Coalition (OCSC) and
together we have identified four ways by which consumer voice can be
amplified:

1.    Increased public education on addiction and mental health issues;
2.    Increased training for those providing addiction and mental
health treatment;
3.    Continued and increased peer support services and;
4.    Supporting and promoting an independent voice in the addictions
and mental health consumer community.

My initial commitment to increase consumer voice and to support and
promote peer delivered services will be for AMH to provide phone and
video support to the upcoming strategic planning summit sponsored by
OCSC. The summit will identify a clear pathway to establishing a
formal mechanism to support consumer voice statewide. In addition
Oregon’s Olmstead Plan calls for increased consumer participation in
all aspects of transition from residential facilities to independent
living with people having a key to their own home with access to
addiction and mental health services when needed.

To further consumer voice and increase consumer visibility in the
community, OCSC will reach out to the addictions community and attend
and participate in the OHA/DHS statewide budget forums scheduled
around the state later this spring.

These are important first steps in creating a solid foundation to
promote consumer voice and visibility within local communities and
local and state government. I look forward to continuing dialogue with
the OCSC and others to develop a highly visible and robust consumer
voice as part of AMH and the developing OHA.

Richard L. Harris
Assistant Director
Addictions and Mental Health Division
500 Summer St NE E-86
Salem, OR 97301-1118
richard.harris@state.or.us
Blackberry: 503-569-3183
FAX: 503-373-7327

Heads up: may contain graphic violence–

By the way, you can’t outrun a Samurai!

My personal favorite by Mozart, his unfinished “requiem”. This is the whole shebang, huge file, high quality-

Mozart_Requiem_July_4_1985

A couple weekends back my wife and I went hiking at Catherine Creek to look at the first wildflowers of spring. You get there by going to Hood River, Oregon, crossing the troll bridge (don’t look! you’ll turn to stone!) into Washington, driving east through the town of Bingen, Washington and at the second roadside lake take the old state road that climbs the hill. You’ll know you’re there when you get to it. There are a few waves of wildflowers that bloom and pass relatively quickly in the stony volcanic earth. By now there’s a whole new batch. By the middle of April they’ll almost all be gone. I hope we get back up there before the end of the season.

Mozart plays the bassoon!

mozart-bassoon_concerto-allegro

mozart-bassoon_concerto-andante

mozart-bassoon_concerto-rondo

Bye for now, have a great day.

-Rick


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DSM 5 drafted, Kill Ugly Radio and Friends

In what has to be considered a bold move, the APA has posted the draft of the DSM 5 on the web and made it available for reading and comment here. A variety of changes and non-changes are already attracting attention. One of my favorite blog authors, at Furious Seasons, has inspected enough of it to raise some concerns.

You can see for yourself (please), but here are the things I noticed browsing through the current draft in order of appearance:

Disorders usually first diagnosed in infancy, childhood, adolescence

I am especially concerned with the labeling of children with psychiatric disorders. For the most part, kids don’t “misbehave” because they are crazy. More likely explanations are that their behavior is a natural and even positive coping mechanism for dealing with seriously wrong family environment issues. Other common reasons for “odd” behavior in children are food or environmental allergies and medical or metabolic problems. Regardless of what the behaviorists might say, the reason why people act the way they do is sometimes very important and is often their best response they can have to biological, social and traumatic factors in their lives.

Temper dysregulation with dysphoria is proposed with the parameters available here. The positive side of this potentially stigmatizing new diagnosis for kids is that it is not the Child Bi-Polar Disorder that has been promoted by both the FDA and the friendly shrinks at Harvard. Of course any diagnosis invites the possibility of medicating the behavior but at least it won’t be an automatic road to a jumbo list of potentially dangerous mind altering chemical restraints. So, no doubt, they will have to develop a new list for this new diagnosis.

Another new diagnosis for kids, a conduct disorder, is labeled Callous and Unemotional Specifier for Conduct Disorder. This was not in the previous DSM. The jury is out how this might be suppressed with drugs.

Non Suicidal Self Injury has been added as a diagnosis for kids. I can hardly wait for the good folks at GSK or Lilly to bring out a new pill for this one. Since self-injurious behavior is often a normal response to severe trauma, it might be good if someone looked behind the curtain before attaching the label.

Some old/DSM 4 disorders for kids are being removed or subsumed under the heading of other existing disorder categories including Childhood Disintegrative Disorder, Asperger’s Disorder and Pervasive Developmental Disorder NOS, all of which will be under the general heading of Autism Spectrum Disorder. (That Child Disintegrative thing sounds very dangerous.)

For grownups

We now have Psychotic Risk Disorder. There are plenty of subjective, unscientific criteria for this one. Like this phrase- “but of sufficient severity and/or frequency so as to be beyond normal“- I suppose you have to go to school to know what normal is. Just sop you won’t confuse it with other disorders they say “characteristic attenuated psychotic symptoms are not better explained by another DSM-V diagnosis“. That’s a relief.

Several types of Schizophrenia are being removed- paranoid type, catatonic type, disorganized type etc. I suppose they are all going to be under the general heading of Schizophrenia. Another to be removed is something called “Shared Psychotic Disorder”.  I need to look that up- sounds like a friendly sort of illness. Misery loves company but psychosis no longer does in the new DSM.

Mindfreedom News/ lazy blogger

Off the subject (really) but related, there is a good collection of news from Mindfreedom here about the impact of the mental health consumer movement in Lane County, Oregon. Two news items of interest to Oregonians and others originated from Lane County today:

** Eugene Weekly newspaper covers alternatives to psychiatric drugs.
MindFreedom activists are quoted several times.

** Now you can compare Lane County’s ‘guidelines’ for empowerment of
mental health clients, with a stronger version recommended by Lane
County Mental Health Consumer/Survivor Council.

So check it out at the link above.

Kill Ugly Radio-

Check out the archived show celebrating famous people who died in 2009. There is not much more to say.

Everything else

Dao de jing, T. Chilcott

limitlesslifesutra

Tunes-unto-the-Infinite

WilliamPennReGeorgeFox

The Project Gutenberg EBook of Rootabaga Stories

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News Roundup Plus+

I have been so completely swamped by events and work so far this decade that it has been difficult to keep y’ll updated, inspired or entertained. So, today I resolve to correct this problem. At least a little bit.

working backwards:

March 19-26, Romero Legacy Delegation to El Salvador

March 24, 2010 marks the 30th anniversary of the assassination of Monseñor Oscar Romero, Archbishop of El Salvador, on the orders of a graduate of the School of the Americas. SOA Watch and Father Roy Bourgeous will be leading a delegation to El Salvador to commemorate this individual who died fighting for the rights of the common folk in that country.

If you are interested in learning more about Oscar Romero and go here:

http://soaw.org/docs/esdelegation.pdf

More blogging on Bishop Romero: http://annaarcosdiary.wordpress.com/2009/11/08/archbishop-romeros-murder/

For even more about Romero:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Óscar_Romero or

http://www.silk.net/RelEd/romero.htm

Friday night is MLBM- Mad Radio

And we have especially good reasons to be mad this week. Portland police have shown how they handle people in crisis once again. This week, police killed a man who was suicidal following the death of his brother that same day.

News excerpt:

Police said Frashour shot and killed Aaron Marcell Campbell only after Campbell began making statements to officers that they were going to have to shoot him and behaved in a threatening manner.

According to a news release, Campbell had told a friend that he wanted to commit suicide by having the police shoot him.

The shooting followed by less than 12 hours the death of Campell’s brother, Timothy Douglass, who succumbed to heart failure at an area hospital.

Campbell’s mother, Marva Campbell, said Campbell was “distraught” about his brother’s death.

The mother was distraught. I’d think so after losing 2 children in one day. What else did the police say about this?

Police said the man came out after 6 p.m. and initially cooperated. But they said Campbell then stopped complying and told officers would have to shoot him. Wheat said an officer first fired beanbag rounds but when Campbell “acted threateningly,” Frashour shot him with an AR-15 rifle.

For the police information release, you can go here.

As long as we’re on my home town, Shock (Electro Convulsive Therapy, ECT) is alive and well in Portland, Oregon. At least we are not alone.

It’s the new/ old thing.

In modern ECT, the patient is sedated and paralyzed. Then an electrical charge is delivered through the scalp, inducing a seizure. Because of the muscle-relaxing drugs, the convulsion is barely observable.


Judi Chamberin dies at age 65

The “grandmother of mental health consumer advocacy passed away after a long battle with a chronic illness. Judi reported on her condition and struggle in her blog, Life as a Hospice Patient.


Duh

Metabolic risks remain largely unmonitored in Medicaid patients taking
antipsychotics* January 4th, 2010 in Medicine & Health / Medications


*Despite government warnings and professional recommendations about diabetes risks associated with second-generation antipsychotic drugs, fewer than one-third of Medicaid patients who are treated with these medications
undergo tests of blood glucose or lipid levels, according to a report in the
January issue of Archives of General Psychiatry, one of the JAMA/Archives
journals.*

In 2003, the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) began requiring a warning on labels of second-generation antipsychotics-including olanzapine, fluoxetine and risperidone-describing an increased risk for high blood sugar and diabetes, according to background information in the article. The warning
stated that glucose levels should be monitored in patients with diabetes, at
risk for the disease or with symptoms of high blood glucose. At the same
time, the American Diabetes Association and American Psychiatric Association published a consensus statement describing the metabolic risks associated with second-generation antipsychotics and specifying a monitoring protocol for all patients receiving these medications.

Elaine H. Morrato, Dr.P.H., M.P.H., of the University of Colorado Denver,
and colleagues studied laboratory claims data from the Medicaid population
of three states (California, Missouri and Oregon) between 2002 and 2005.
Metabolic testing (testing of blood glucose and lipid levels) rates were
compared between a group of 109,451 patients receiving second-generation
antipsychotics and a control group of 203,527 who began taking albuterol (an
asthma drug) but not an antipsychotic. Rates were also compared before and
after the FDA warning.

Initial testing rates for patients treated with second-generation
antipsychotics were low-27 percent underwent glucose testing and 10 percent underwent lipid testing. The FDA warning was not associated with any
increase in glucose testing and only a marginal increase in lipid testing
rates (1.7 percent). “Testing rates and trends in second-generation
antipsychotic-treated patients were not different from background rates
observed in the albuterol control group,” the authors write.

New prescriptions of olanzapine, which carries a higher metabolic risk,
declined during the warning period. Prescriptions of the lower-risk drug
aripiprazole increased, but this may also be attributable to the elimination
of prior authorization for the drug in California during the same timeframe.

“Although this retrospective study was not able to identify or quantify
reasons why laboratory screening did not increase after the FDA warnings,
whereas prescribing practices did change, we might speculate on some
possible explanations,” the authors write. Switching to lower-risk drugs or
avoiding drug treatment altogether may be simpler than the initiation of new
screening procedures. In addition, although surveys have shown that
psychiatrists are aware of the metabolic risk factors of these drugs,
primary care providers who would generally order the necessary laboratory
tests may not be.

“More effort is needed to ensure that patients who receive second-generation
antipsychotic drugs are screened for diabetes and dyslipidemia and monitored for potential adverse drug effects, beginning with baseline testing of serum glucose and lipids, so that patients can receive appropriate preventive care and treatment,” the authors conclude.

*More information:* Arch Gen Psychiatry. 2010;67[1]:17-24.


MLBM

Did I happen to mention that Friday night, tomorrow, 2/5/10 at 1 am (I know that this is technically Saturday the 6th but- hey, give me a break, it’s only radio, right?)?

As always, we’ll be on KBOO, 90.7 FM in Portland or streamed on the web at kboo.fm.  You can join the conversation- Call 503-231-8187 between 1 and 2 am Friday night.

You can also find our old shows (at least for the past year or so) by clicking the MLBM tab above.

Another thing you can find on Moonsoup today, if you haven’t had time to check out the secret pages, is this memorial to those of us with mental illness diagnosis who have died too young. Go here.

Now for Something Completely Different

Hare Rama Hare Krishna – 05 – Dance Music – Part 1

Hare Rama Hare Krishna – 09 – Dance Music – Part 2

Krishnamurti + David Bohm – The Future of Humananity

Bird Songs on Bear Creek – Relaxation Meditation – 47 min

Bye for now, happy new year and such.

(really big space picture below, click for full size- it’s the Subaru observatory (ESA) deep field view of the “Jewel Box”.

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Radio night again

Friday, 1/1/10 (New Year’s night), at 1 a.m. will be the monthly installment of Mad Liberation by Moonlight on KBOO 90.7 FM (or kboo.fm streaming on the web).

Department of Redundancy Department:
Mad Liberation by Moonlight- Mental Health consumer-talk-radio, 1/1/10, Friday night, 1 a.m. to 2 a.m. On KBOO 90.7 FM or streamed on the web: kboo.fm. Call in at 503-231-8187 to be on the radio (or show up at the studio). We need your voice. There are people listening (all over the world, by internet). Call in at 503-231-8187 between 1 and 2 am, late Friday night. Archived shows are available at the tab above that says MLBM or at https://rickpdx.wordpress.com/mad-liberation-by-moonlight-archives/
Be well,
Rick
Remember: Call 503-231-8187 between 1 and 2 am Friday night

Mad Liberation by Moonlight- Mental Health consumer-talk-radio, Friday night, 1 a.m. to 2 a.m.-December 4th, 2009. On KBOO 90.7 FM or streamed on the web: kboo.fm. Call in at 503-231-8187 to be on the radio (or show up at

the studio). We need your voice. There are people listening (all over the

world, by internet). Call in at 503-231-8187 between 1 and 2 am, late Friday night. Archived shows are available at https://rickpdx.wordpress.com/mad-

liberation-by-moonlight-archives/Be well,RickRemember: Call 503-231-8187

between 1 and 2 am Friday night

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